The past two weeks I can honestly say have been the most stressful weeks of my life! So please excuse my broken out face, excessive eating and moody attitude... i just need a moment.
Thank you to the temple, prayer, my family and my Heavenly Father because I am finally finding clarity and direction. There are many changes going on with me and I am not ready to release them all but stay tuned... there could be big news!
As for my sweetheart, I still love him more than anything! We are happy and in love. And here comes the big BUT.... he is stressing me out just a little with all the wedding stuff. Don't get me wrong, I want to marry him more than anything, but I am learning that I just don't deal well with things that are rushed, and I don't see why we need to rush anything. Plus I can't handle the stress of planning a wedding right now, there are things I still need to figure out. I wrote him this week letting him know that we both need to still focus on ourselves individually and then we will work on us together when he gets home and just being happy and having fun as a pre-married couple :) It will all be good and the end goal is still being sealed in the temple, and it doesn't matter when that is!
Today I am going to let go of all the stress and just get my life back in order. Today, I am getting back to HAPPY!
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Thursday, July 26, 2012
Saturday, July 14, 2012
4 months officially
so we may have gotten word that cameron officially comes home on November 14th...
oh my word.
i could not be more excited! my brain has been going crazy the past few days thinking about the future, near future. especially yesterday.
at lunch we went and looked at a bed set for cam. it's so pretty. then noelle took me through Helen's house, the house me and cam want and we are trying to talk Grandma Susan in letting me rent it for the next 6 months, because they want to sell it. We already have 4 of us that could help on the rent. i really hope we can figure it out. the house is perfect!
not to mention i have a wedding to plan....
lots of prayer and doing the right things and all will work out!
i do realize that all of this is still so weird for some people, but im so past that point and don't care what people think. i know we are getting married and so why wait and have everything be stressful? no, im getting things done now. i am going to be prepared like the prophet commanded haha :)
oh my word.
i could not be more excited! my brain has been going crazy the past few days thinking about the future, near future. especially yesterday.
at lunch we went and looked at a bed set for cam. it's so pretty. then noelle took me through Helen's house, the house me and cam want and we are trying to talk Grandma Susan in letting me rent it for the next 6 months, because they want to sell it. We already have 4 of us that could help on the rent. i really hope we can figure it out. the house is perfect!
not to mention i have a wedding to plan....
lots of prayer and doing the right things and all will work out!
i do realize that all of this is still so weird for some people, but im so past that point and don't care what people think. i know we are getting married and so why wait and have everything be stressful? no, im getting things done now. i am going to be prepared like the prophet commanded haha :)
Saturday, June 2, 2012
almost my time
today was definitely a roller coaster. great times and rough times.
first a huge thanks to my wonderful sisters and brother in law who helped me get through this morning's 8 mile run. i really thought i was going to die but they were all cheering me on and keeping me going. i sure love them, even though misty makes us run uphill the whole way... not an exaggeration.
then shopping with my mom, she is just the greatest. followed by buying some new running shoes :)
by then i am completely exhausted and just want to take a nap which didn't really happen because i got into this argument with someone through text about me and cameron so that made me a bit upset, but i just brushed it off.
i got ready and went to Brandon and Kenzie's wedding luncheon. they have got to be the cutest couple in the world. it started out so great and then i had a mini meltdown... okay i may have been bawling but the lights were off and only Noelle could tell so we're good!
after i just relaxed at home and read my wonderful letter from my Cam until the reception started and then helped through all of that. everything turned out perfectly and i was so happy for them! only one more really tiny meltdown but it was all just wonderful.
now i am just so tired and im going to snuggle up with my camo bear and go to sleep. that was enough for one day.
my day will come, and when it does... it will be perfect! only five more months! I can do this! and i apologize for all the cheesy mushy gushy posts today. forgive me, im in love.
first a huge thanks to my wonderful sisters and brother in law who helped me get through this morning's 8 mile run. i really thought i was going to die but they were all cheering me on and keeping me going. i sure love them, even though misty makes us run uphill the whole way... not an exaggeration.
then shopping with my mom, she is just the greatest. followed by buying some new running shoes :)
by then i am completely exhausted and just want to take a nap which didn't really happen because i got into this argument with someone through text about me and cameron so that made me a bit upset, but i just brushed it off.
i got ready and went to Brandon and Kenzie's wedding luncheon. they have got to be the cutest couple in the world. it started out so great and then i had a mini meltdown... okay i may have been bawling but the lights were off and only Noelle could tell so we're good!
after i just relaxed at home and read my wonderful letter from my Cam until the reception started and then helped through all of that. everything turned out perfectly and i was so happy for them! only one more really tiny meltdown but it was all just wonderful.
now i am just so tired and im going to snuggle up with my camo bear and go to sleep. that was enough for one day.
my day will come, and when it does... it will be perfect! only five more months! I can do this! and i apologize for all the cheesy mushy gushy posts today. forgive me, im in love.
Friday, June 1, 2012
wedding?
never did i think that i would be in this position.
not the one where my future husband is on a mission, asking me to plan a wedding while he was gone... for some reason i knew it would end up that way.
but in the position where the family is actually planning with me. i always imagined it going like this: i would be planning the wedding by myself and not letting anyone know because they all think im crazy anyways and then just being like "oh, i already have everything done" when i actually get engaged for real, ya know with a ring and proposal. but to be completely honest with you, the past two days have been nothing but wedding talk with me, my mom and my future mother in law and so far... its great! honestly never thought this day would come.
but hey, im not complaining one bit :) it's nice to finally feel like people know what is coming and trust me and cam! and to those who still think i am crazy... it's okay. i think so too :)
not the one where my future husband is on a mission, asking me to plan a wedding while he was gone... for some reason i knew it would end up that way.
but in the position where the family is actually planning with me. i always imagined it going like this: i would be planning the wedding by myself and not letting anyone know because they all think im crazy anyways and then just being like "oh, i already have everything done" when i actually get engaged for real, ya know with a ring and proposal. but to be completely honest with you, the past two days have been nothing but wedding talk with me, my mom and my future mother in law and so far... its great! honestly never thought this day would come.
but hey, im not complaining one bit :) it's nice to finally feel like people know what is coming and trust me and cam! and to those who still think i am crazy... it's okay. i think so too :)
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