still here!

wow.... a week since my last post? You would think I had died or something. Not true though, i am still here and still madly in love!!! Just remember it's monday, email day, and we got to talk for a long time today! It was so wonderful! He is probably the funniest person alive and he is all mine! :) This is my new favorite picture of the husband...

Isn't he just the cutest? I sure think so! He is amazing and always can make me smile! Wanna know something else really cool? Today we found each other on Mormon.org! Don't worry, we called each other stalkers haha but he is just made for me i swear! :) Today he told me he was grateful that he is marrying someone with such great taste in music... yeah i know, i basically rock! Or as Misty would say... I'm totally rad! heck yes! :)

Now back to everything you all missed last week... Work was better than weeks before, PG won another game and Tazz cannot stop talking about his "sick juke." haha I am just loving football season! I babysat little Ambry again and she teased me for the full 4 hours! She is going to be a crazy one I know it! But so freaking cute! I made it to the temple which made me so happy :) We then had movie night that night and that was way fun! My friends are so great! We were all out by the end of the night! Pretty sure I bought the cutest outfit known to man. I need to put sensors on them so that my sisters don't steal them when Im not looking. really though. I met Elder Hamren finally!!! Oh my gosh. I wish that I could have talked to him more. It was a fast introduction to who i was and then bye. I wanted to talk to him all about the funny videos i had of him. He told me he approved of me so thats good! I also met Elder Sid and they are both such great guys! Then my cute cousin, Quinton, had his farewell and is leaving on Wednesday to England! I am so proud of him! He is a really good guy :) Now I am here. Back at work and craving Costa Vida like crazy. Yep... it's almost that time of the month again. BLAST. but you know... you only can eat the fatty, yummy foods every once in a while so you might as well enjoy! :) Thank goodness I went to spinning this morning! 

Guess what? I start school tomorrow. I am really excited for my Psychology class but still really nervous for school Like a little kid going into high school... its just new and I was so used to BYU. It will be good though and I am going to work so hard! Tuesdays and Thursdays are going to be very long days! 

For the most part, I am very happy and just ready for my Cam to be home! Only 78 more days.. and it is just going to go so much faster with school starting and trying to just get everything done! I am going to stay positive and keep working hard! And trust in the Lord because it always works out! :) 

H week

so i am this crazy person who makes a hell week for myself... yes i know. retarded, but hey... after losing all of the 5 pounds that I've gained in the past month in just this week... it is worth it!

i have been eating so freaking good, working out 2-3 times a day and getting some great sleep. also loading up on tons of vitamins... my work drawers are like a freaking pharmacy! But I feel so amazing! I don't feel gross anymore. i have not only noticed a difference on the scale, but on my skin, my hair, my nails, my mind, my attitude and most of all... my happiness! i needed this week to get me motivated for the next 12 weeks to come and i definitely got that motivation! Not only from how good i feel, but from my Cam and his flight plans! and since I posted those plans basically everywhere, including the fridge, everyone asks about it, which makes me more excited and gives me more motivation!

in the next 12 weeks i have 7 pounds to lose and a ton of muscle to gain but I know that I can do it! after all... I have already lost 16 pounds! I have decided that the past few weeks were enough stress for the year and I am going to make these next 12 weeks the happiest ones ever. Of course there are always stressful times, but it doesn't mean you have to be stress. it's a choice and I will choose not to be.

Its amazing how clear my mind has gotten this week and how motivated and determined I am. I know what I want and my mind is set! A big BIG apology for my behavior the past few weeks to everyone! Stress, bad eating, that blasted period and missing my Sweetheart literally killed me and got to me in the worst way. I promise I will be better and i know you will all notice it... I promise I haven't turned into a monster! haha I really do love you all :)

Anyways, this week has been an incredible success and I am happy! Now none of you are allowed to tempt me with naught treats for the next 12 weeks and if you want to talk about cam... i really don't mind it :) 88 days ya'll! :)

nutso!

so basically my life went from busy to completely nuts! lets review this past week and then we will go on to what is going on these next 13 weeks :)

So this past week, not only did work pick up a ton and get so busy, but i realized something.... i actually have friends haha. Monday was FHE and we had a blast playing water softball, then I went with a ton of my friends from the ward to Costa and then to watch a movie.

Tuesday sucked big time with trying to figure out school and how I was going to pay for it. I had a huge melt down at my sisters house and it was just a rough day but thanks to prayers and wonderful friends who bring me brownies... i made it and everything worked out! :)

Wednesday was pretty good. I had some really good learning and growing up experiences and had a great talk with miss angela :)

Thursday I went and got pedicures with Kaytlin after work which was amazing! Then we had a great time just talking about everything and she really is my best friend! I don't know what I would do without her! Then we had a fire in my back yard and popped popcorn. Trenton came over and tazz and lauren were there too and it was just a chill night.

Friday we went up early to our YSA Summer Conference and it was so much fun! You know... I used to hate activities with the YSA just because I am dumb like that but this was a blast! We went boating right when we got there and then we swam out to the little what ever it was dock haha it was like 5 feet by 5 feet seriously! and we were jumping off of it and throwing each other off. I have some pretty nice bruises from it! It then started pouring! haha so we sat in the back of my car and played games... hahahaha too funny :) The best part was the dance that night! I went crazy... the krumping came out... oh heck haha! Brother Blackhurst will never look at me the same! The dance went until one in the morning but it was so much fun! I loved that conference and made so many good friends there! I am so glad I went and grew such a testimony of the singles ward and how powerful activities are! I am converting haha

That was my week... super crazy, but it is only going to get crazier! So first I am staring my 13 week challenge weight wise.. I am just going to eat good like crazy and work so hard and I WILL have the body I want when cam gets home! Plus I hate feeling like crap haha :) Then I start school, plus trying to make time for friends and all of my ward activities... it is just going to be crazy but I seriously just can't wait for it all!! And time is going to go so fast!! :) Welp.. time for ward prayer :)

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looking for a love story to read? want to know more about me and cameron? you're in luck!

i happened to just get all caught up with me and cam's love story. so if you have a while to read a mushy gushy novel looky here!

another goal down. 4 months early too! wooohoooo!

happy thoughts

so much has happened in the past week so if long readings aren't your fancy, you should probably stop here. if not, please keep reading.

friday i heard my sweet cam's voice! he called to let us know when he would be calling on sunday. he is too funny and definitely the same cam. he first called us on his bike and he couldn't hear us because of all the wind. he "thought it would be cool to talk to us on his bike." such a boy, but i love him :) He even farted in the phone... he is going to fit right in with my family! after talking to him i went with his family to the store where me and cody kept racing our carts through walmart and bashing them into each other. it was pretty funny and we made sure to send the videos to cam.

saturday i went running with misty, kellie, scott and sterling. i didnt' die! i actually did pretty good which i am super proud of! i then got ready for a bridal shower for kenzie and finally got to meet brandon. he for sure knew me which is weird but i think he approved. i went with noelle and grandma jolley....oh grandma jolly. haha that's all i can say. then i planted my mom's garden and it turned out so pretty! me and kaylie even did a tour for cam... i will post that later. it's pretty bad haha. we went and saw the Avengers... holy moly that is a freaking good movie!!! woah! I could watch that over and over. Thor is just beautiful. am i not right? mmmmmmm! :) cam is going to love that movie when he gets home!

sunday. mother's day. :) i curled my hair and went to church with my family. then got everything ready for the family to come over but i had to get over to noelle's for cam's phone call!

if you tend to get nauseous from mushy gushy lovey dovey stuff, you should probably skip this section.

i love the sound of cam's voice. everything about it makes me happy :) we talked to him on speaker phone for almost an hour. that was wonderful! there were so many people there and two of his best friends were there and it was so cute listening to them! i would talk here and there. he then said "sky, are you still just turning into a toothpick?" haha i told him no :) everyone put in their little comments about it and then he started saying something but then stopped and said i would get mad at him if he said it. everything he said just made me smile. I couldn't help it! I am in love with that man! Then it was finally time to talk to him individually. Cody went first and then me :) i got on the phone and was like, "HI!" hahaha he just giggled and I asked him how he was and he said, "I'm good now! Im talking to you, you're so cute" I asked him what he was going to say and he was going to say that i was getting too skinny for him. that is not true and i let him know how amazing he is looking. we talked about him seeing maggie and her calling me. we started talking about how fast time has just flown and how proud we were of each other. he was just being too dosh dane cute! I couldn't handle it! he talked to me about how close we are and how satan is going to work on us the hardest these last few months because he knows what the plans are after he gets home. his giggle is seriously my favorite thing in the world and i said to him, "i kill you" hahaha and he about died it was so cute! He hasn't heard me say that in a long time. i just loved how even though we were saying goodbye we were laughing and just happy! we told each other how happy we were and how good we are both doing. i am in love. we said goodbye and i had to leave. i am going to marry that man. he is my life and my best friend!

today at lunch, the song "just the way you are" came on and noelle said that the song made her sad and i wanted her to tell me why but she would get teary eyed while trying to explain. finally i made her spit it out and she said "I know how much that song meant to cam and I know how hard it was for him to leave you here." Yep... I was done. I love him.

anyways, my talk with him was the best ever. we honestly have the best relationship in the world and i don't doubt it one bit. i am marrying him no matter what.

mother's day was so wonderful after that with all the family. I am so blessed!

Cam's email was just amazing as well. he says the cutest things and i am just too happy for words.

life is wonderful! i honestly just feel so blessed to have the family, friends and things that i have. now i just have to quit eating everything in the world and i will be good :)

coming soon

... a long blog post about:

the weekend
Mother's Day
talking to Cam
Cam's promise ring
future events

stay tuned :)

where have i been?

I apologize for my absence and lack of acknowledgement for this dear blog.

ready for an update?!

lets start with st. george. love the place dearly, especially laying out in the wonderful warm sun and getting a small neon tan (the red color on my skin). we may have eaten our little hearts out but its all good. no worries there. it was nice to just get away and be with kayt and the family. did i mention that i love to terrorize my brother so i wrote all over my car for him? he loves me :)

i know you are all wondering about the diet that you probably all expect that i have given up on, based upon my track record. boooya mother crackers! this girl right here has lost 9 pounds and im still going! didn't see that one coming right? well then wait till the next paragraph...

i freaking am registered for a half marathon. possibly the worst decision of my life. i may die, don't worry i will include you all in my will. but time to start training so you will get to hear all about that for the next few months. go me!

i am still definitely in love with my sweetheart and he is the best thing in my life. he is just perfect and i couldn't ask for anything more. 233 more days say what???

i went to my ward winter conference that was a success and i am actually falling in love with my singles ward. never knew i could, but they are all so great :)

my life may be dramatic, but oh well.... just gotta keep going and looking up and take whatever comes your way. :) just smile and keep walking forward. no need to be stuck in the past, then you are going nowhere.

work is work... thats all haha

well thats all i can think of. :) i promise i will post more! see ya!