Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Finding Sky.

I had a very good talk with my mom yesterday about finding myself. She told me to stop living for Cameron and to start living for me. I though I was but the more I think about it, I really do kinda live for him. She knows I love him and isn't implying that I need to forget him... She just wants me to concentrate on me while he is out serving the Lord. I know that is what I need to do! There is no problem with being excited for his letters and thinking about him all the time. I just need to be me. I have been Sky and Cam for a long time and now it is time to really find who I am and to make that person the best that I can! While he is out growing for himself, I need to be growing for myself! Thank you mom for being such an inspiration in my life! You are amazing and I love you!! :)  So now is the time to start really finding Sky :)


Kellie said...

You can always count on mom to tell you the way it is!!! It just shows that she cares! I'd rather have a mom that cares then one that doesn't! Love our MOM!!!

.just sky. said...

I completely agree!! I absolutely love her!! :)

Camille Spence said...

your mommy is a wise lady!! i did the same thing with my missionary...became completely absorbed in looking forward to letters, and only talking about or thinking about him. But after a while, you have to realize that they are out there growing as a person, becoming better, and all that, and if you aren't doing the same, things will be weird when he comes home. You two will be on completely other levels. Do the "date and wait"! keep dating around, have fun, do well in school, learn from your jobs. you need to grow as a person too over these next two years!